gotta love emo me

here I am again
reevaluating my life again
feeling useless, and empty
mad at the world for so many reason

yeah I know my lyrics don't rhyme
but I don't care anymore
I just want to throw this idea off of my head
the idea that eating me inside

no one's gonna read this but
I'm gonna put it here anyway lol
cause I have no gut to put it somewhere else

tell me, what is the purpose of life?
why am I here? why am I a human being?
who choose it? was it me?
was it God? who did that?

why do I have to follow some rules?
why do I have brain and feelings?
because if I don't have any of them
I'm pretty sure my life would be so much better

conclusion: fuck this life what the fuck am i doing here why the fuck did i born as a human being i'm so fucking done with human race and everything that orbits around them why cant God just destroy all humans and the world would be in a fucking peace. every fucking thing would be so fucking better without human like why the fuck did You create human in the first place who the fuck thought that creating human was a good fucking idea fuck this shit why cant just someone shoot me in the head or fucking choke me to death because man i have no guts to actually kill myself no matter how much i want it lol i'm such a fucking coward. somebody please kill me already.

thank you
and sorry for this post :3

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