Heyo, how have you been?
Hope you're doing well
I really want to ask it in person
but I am just a coward
who is too afraid to face you
is it okay to call you friend again?
you know i'm not good with relationship
i'll become too close and ruin everything
i'm scared that you're gonna leave me
so i decided i have to leave you first
how many times have we been betrayed
and betray those who bellieved and needed us
how can i learn to love again?
how to trust others again?
if every time i opened my mouth
all i got is rejection
how can i rely on you?
i miss you
i really do
i miss having a nice conversation with you
we don't have to agree on everything
just you and me hearing each other thoughts
but i guess i have to let you go
for the better good
i wonder do you ever think of me too
am i ever in your thoughts
or am i just hurting here alone?
